Heart hurt by xxx

just be friend with him
i though i sucess to do it
i're happy
but we only talking at internet
i not to try to talking with him at school
after all he is high class than me
just only says "Thanks"... "Hi"...
sometimes he will touch my hair
maybe he care me
i nothing
today...
i play Facebook
i saw him again
i talking about
i just need the paper PMR exam only
he report me...
Ouch!
Heart hurt by him...
who know he report me...
he say i abnormal
i wanna to cry because
he say me bother
every time need phone number with him
yes. i has need by him
because i treat his is my friend
but who know he post letter at Facebook
i saw has many person talking and laughly...
i feel heart hurt...
why he wan't to be this?
why he not like same Taro?
who know he will do it?
and say me abnormal...
i'm unhappy when i wrote this letter.
but my cousin has help me
i feel moving
but my brother is know this about already
he singing in front me
i feel no facing
i wanna to live at a hole
nobody know where hole it
i wanna cry inside hole
but i can't cry
he say he play play
What?
play play also can make a major happen
i don't want to make major happen
i no facing
i need facing
my facing is drop by xxx
but he say we can be friend too
but don't bother him
but this wound can't to be repair now
maybe can repair when few day ago
or look him at school have do what again yet
just hope he not do anythings hurt me again